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At the moment I'm not giving God my all because I wanna see what comes forth with these spirits. What happens?

When the time is right, I will ask God to break me free.

I feel like Satan has a grip on me by the music I listen to, the way I speak, and some aesthetics I like.

I prefer to stay with God. I'm a villian but I'm not evil. I prefer to worship God my way and the Bible's way. I don't want to worship God the way my family does.

I refuse

I feel like if I wanted to do a deal with the devil I could. Since I already communicate with some of the dead. The same with opening my third eye. I could gain knowledge like Adam and Eve. I could know so much about the world no one else knows.

I have a theroy that he sent the spirits I talk to now to monitor and manipulate me to do his biding. One of these spirits offered me power in exchange for control of my body when its not occupied (sleeping). I declined without hesitation.

Satan is powerful. Out of anyone's league if they don't have God on their side. The devil manipulates me all the time, it's annoying but sometimes I take the bait.

Let's get something straight. I don't fw lucifer. I would take God's side any day, however sinning feels so good.