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Today however, I got my phone took by the teacher. The situation is irrelevant so I won't waste my time explaining. I got it back instantly.

The boy that sits beside me typically looks at me. So this time he was definitely looking at me. Also it seems he noticed I was the only black person in the class.

I hold up my phone, because Pinkie was swinging off of it. He got the hint. He then asked if I asked "did you see that video where the yellow one and the pink one fought?". I nodded. It seems he watched 'Smile HD' also when he was younger.

People in the surrounding area glanced at my face to look for any facial expressions. I looked at my hands with the same expression I keep the whole school day. He then asked "Which one is your favorite".

Another one of my friends that noticed the MLP charm is my 'friend' Thomas (the "9 year old 17 year old"). He said it out loud before class started in fourth period. People looked, I didn't mind. He stated "Elijah, boys aren't supposed to like My Little Pony."

He's the reason why I say around 15 words a day. He's the only person I talk to. We exchange 1 conversation a day, since we don't have the same classes but the same lunch.

One of them is my niqqa Lizaruis. He said "My Little Pony is dope" and walked off. He typically visits me at lunch. I sit alone at a lunch table.

Nothing particular happen. I decided to go bold and by MLP charms to hang around my phone. Take note that I only communicate with 3 people, and we exchange about 3 words. I say around 15 words a school day. Only 2 ppl noticed it.

I barley show effort in school. I'm still doing better than average and near the same level as the people that take school serious. It's funny really. Oh well, I can't explain this to no one anyway. Only EP and con, I'm in my own world lmao.

I'm very good at using my colorful vocabulary and mindset in texting and writing. Which is the one of the purposes of this club.

Especially school. Which is why I'm optionally anti social.

I still haven't met someone near my age that has the same knowledge about social life and even the after life as me. So I have yet to meet somone like that. That's why I still say I'll never have a rival because no one isn't on my level. Or why I say I'm not human.

Don't get it wrong. I've always wondered do people think the same things I do, but have a hard time explaining it like me. I have yet to find out that answer. Adults or better at explaining their motives and their mind alone unlike a child. Or so I believe.

I've realized with my knowledge, I can change the world. But I refuse to, it wouldn't make me happy. It's not my destiny.

I've found NO ONE my age with as much social knowledge as me. It's funny really, I don't mean to sound cocky. But when you're in a different category than everyone around you, what else could you do?

If so, it's the complete opposite. I'm one of the most socially intelligent people to touch this earth. I'm too socially smart for my age. Or as I believe. I observe adults that have 'developed minds' and I see flaws in their characteristics that I've surpassed.

Interesting. I wonder what other students think of me. I wonder do they think I'm ignorant until they look at the class average and see me at the top all the time. I wonder then what do they think of me? Do they think I'm dumb socially but smart in school?

It wasn't cause I was slower than other students. I'm actually smarter than other students. Teachers read my files and talk to me all calm wise and slowly. Like ion understand what they be talking about. I talk using a colorful ash vocabulary and it pops the eyes out their sockets.

I've been able to see things or entities that others couldn't see. I called them real, and that they exist in 2015. No one believed me, they put me down for a Emotional something something. That's why I'm separated from other students.

I've found the reason they separate me from the other students. It's cause of the accident that happened in 2015-2016. I wanna call it schizophrenia but idk for sure.

Ive been observing. Growing I wondered was I dumber than the other students. When the teacher asks questions or explains examples. I get it twice as fast than everyone else. I couldn't be dumb.

Teachers read to these students also if they can't understand the question properly.

Hmm also I've realized I take a different category of classes than average people, it's a class for those with mental probems. You are put in a normal class, until it's test time. Then they separate you by putting you in a different room. To give you more focus and less stress and anxiety.

It shines in the sunlight, and at a certain angle in class. I put it in my hair on the top of my head when it's time to sleep, and cover it when I shower. This V will also be a treasure, just like my pikachu plushie.

Teachers keep asking me what the 'V' means in my hair. The V is right beside my right eye. It comes from a Vlone chain, I took the V off of it and put it in my hair. The V swings all the time and sometimes even hits me in the eye, which is why I walk with 2 fingers touching my eyebrow.